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immortality taking place

  unbelieving frown across his face.

  Here was circumstance,

  man made and imposed upon

  where the spirit trailed off,

  across a field and over the hill

  drowned in a stagnant brook.

  All these years

  days, god those crazy days

  and nights as matter of course.

  That stale air from back along

  in moments

  found its way to all in sight.

  So, he was seated everywhere

  in bed and chair

  in the old school field somewhere

  wondering about character

  all to aware the weight

  as if handed in baton race.

  Taking on eyes in water

  despite this heated time,

  he realised movement was movement

  slow motion.

  swaying from salted face

  he collected those jewelled tears

  packed them up

  mixed them with golden years.

  Briefly smiling

  remembering soon a new dawning

  placing upon open palm

  letting go lungsful

  of caution to the storm.

  Hearing the Tone

  A flair for the dramatic

  as I overheard you talk

  sitting on a miles from beach deck chair

  out the back.

  You are after all

  in love with yourself

  vain and reliable

  as ever always on time

  you shine.

  The Second Corner

  Mistaken, that didn’t happen

  It’s been conjured, magic

  in tricks of night, fading light.

  Whimpered, bruised and battered.

  That won’t happen, a child.

  Moving in and moving out,

  winded (again)

  reaching for the door, the out

  is too far.

  Shadow over shadows-

  demons gather, horses fall.

  Caught In the Middle of In-Between

  Good grace,

  a tightened sense.

  Dignify a retreat

  out of sight will do,

  go away and lose yourself

  in another life.

  A cheap paperback might cut it.

  Paper cut, yes that would do just fine.

  Trust me-

  There won’t be enough pages,

  Paper and tree to diminish her light

  do try anyway.

  The forward

  the end,

  a name on one seven nine.

  Caught me in the middle of in-between

  I’ll never finish this,

  that which is not fiction.

  Change

  Change comes, change goes (often)

  Dressed in socks, only socks for feet cold-

  It’s a winter floor you once said.

  Colder the winter door after you left,

  another lay in wait-

  There was often a space, it grows.

  Now reader, please help me out.

  I’m not in a bin or lost on a sea

  made of waves and sandy hills.

  A tad confused, a little deflated at best.

  My bubble burst into smaller less able pockets of air-

  They did not survive the stiff wind.

  Should you be let in next time?

  There’s that knock. Should the

  combination lock be revealed?

  The location, cork screw.

  A bottle popping second,

  liquid fizz going down.

  It’s not like it’s not fun,

  riding up there with jet trails.

  It’s lovely entering the sky,

  its great going for broke

  and crashing through every room.

  I love being a dreamer, not wishing

  to wake at every command.

  The enjoyment, living in bliss and ignorant

  like a political player avoiding the poles.

  Guessing and not that popular.

  It’s the fill you see. Finding out

  apparently was better than mine

  or so his gold card and endless pockets did explain.

  It may not be much, this surround.

  It might be a little less, the stuff kept in.

  There are missions and boats to sail.

  Sharing this, I don’t actually know how

  to spend (your open legs, your closed mind)

  It could be worse. I could throw up my arms

  in protest and write to complain.

  Hearing the knocks. Shivering and turning over, away.

  Glad. Happy. Relieved. My winters come and go.

  Yours, its snows everyday (and night)

  Chime

  How upon this chime

  I ask

  for a light

  upon darkened path.

  How is it so rare

  to be warmed

  not chilled by

  sweetened eyes of healing.

  I hope not to be set upon

  by that which guards you,

  a question of faith

  hangs-

  a noose

  a foolish rope

  tying and binding.

  Arrival is now

  a coins edge

  on a bridge.

  A cape between you-

  between darkness.

  Light,

  a reminder

  not of him nor folly

  but truth,

  not in contained spaces

  outside

  where light

  shall seep

  into corners of all loss.

  Dive

  Reel them off

  coming down

  coming apart.

  I'll take any carrot you dangle,

  any scraps you toss

  because I’m sightless today

  last night broke us up

  and I’ve fallen away.

  Leaving Normal

  I burned your photograph

  You burned me first. I calmed my nerves

  as you calmed your blade.

  We stuck it into each other, the calamity

  and hilarity. The car crash split the sun

  and separated skin from bone, changed matter

  of consequence into matter of fact-

  that she was lost.

  Carousels span and lights flashed like paper bulbs.

  Water dripped, notes taken.

  The grasp of the never could.

  Three simple letters of end,

  the English language so cruel sometimes.

  The day drew on, fine graphite to paper presence.

  Draw not your attention to previous scribe-

  The birds dive as if everything else failed,

  The brakes didn’t. We stopped in time,

  full of breath and wet warm skin. Motion slowed.

  My thoughts shattered, reformed in instants.

  I shifted uncomfortably in my seat,

  Coffee I'm sure stained the vapour from my lips.

  The officer said “was that your normal speed, sir”

  Always is I reply.

  If she was ever with me,

  I would have shielded her eyes.

  Eastward Girl

  Oblivious again

  unaware until

  a second sun burnt my eyes

  looking away

  to adjust

  slightly fixing

  on this eastward girl,

  a call came up

  pocket air rising

  down below.

  Later,

  when I had collected

  my senses shattered-

  I nestled into kindly thoughts

  in no particular order.

  Élan

  The mind is active,

  the syna
pses fire. Electrical storms

  batter the tiny vessels crossing

  the vastness of hope, solitudes

  and the remainder of days.

  Is there enough to launch rockets?

  Is there time, kinetic discharges

  and super power up packs. I play, you sigh.

  Mrs Jones, she crosses the street.

  Mr Bob shuts his windows, bows out.

  Mrs Jones, she comes home again.

  Mr Bob, he owns up-

  They both wait, all spent.

  The sun, yes you know its position

  even at night.

  Remember well, do everything well.

  Solar flares pick away at your defences-

  Don’t be a brick, don’t be a stone.

  Don’t be a loveless stranger

  far from home, be potent, be kind.

  Be the clash of a symbol tattooed on

  a letter sent the old fashioned way,

  it’s dash pouring in through the letterbox

  filling the hall with enough light,

  matching all the stars.

  She reaches out, frail.

  He reaches back and a flicker takes place.

  Just because the ship went down, you see

  all hands were not lost.

  Tiny Piece Falling

  Lying there

  wide open sleep

  well aware.

  The orange streetlight

  creeping the walls,

  a red glow indicated time

  all to clear.

  Cool air breeze his tired skin,

  a strange thought occurred

  and in that occupied second

  she pulled an apple from the tree

  and it fell

  breaking on the ground.

  Falling Short

  This will pass

  almost convinced

  talking a good talk

  hell,

  The whole worlds won over

  this passage-

  just.

  The heart is playing tricks

  seen before, an old hoop

  even set aflame

  doesn’t shift the blame.

  I came

  barely breathing

  before you,

  naked and humble

  not even seen

  the lightest breeze

  barely felt

  an image deconstructed

  on your lovely canvas.

  Few Do March

  (Written for international women’s day and

  dedicated to the all the nurses of World War 1)

  Your beauty is locked

  surrounded by decay, thundered horses

  and guns in bound.

  They came, numbered too many

  blood and wound

  sun in eternal night.

  Tender care, my lantern light

  hands hot

  on whispered night

  Mine nurse.

  Your sweet breath heals

  my departure from

  showered killing fields-

  Forget thee never.

  Flower Shaped

  Every object is here for a reason

  a record he bought

  a picture not quite straight

  or the coffee table

  the wonky leg.

  There’s always a story

  hidden, seen

  They've bought joy,

  sadness long lost.

  The memory of when they were

  handed over

  bought

  bargained for,

  taken.

  There’s always actions

  counter actions,

  business in the street

  coming and going

  wind blowing.

  There’s sometimes a pungent smell

  odour liked crushed flowers

  gone wrong.

  cooking apples

  stewed and boiled

  beetroot, never finding the water too hot.

  Front door closed

  never painted.

  Many things, binded together.

  Then there’s the glass you bought me

  which warms sometimes

  even after

  the light has been blown out.

  Four Walls

  Testing the monkey for love

  reading on

  Involved in the electrics

  The shallow

  the unkind.

  How insane to stage this,

  a theory-

  what they thought,

  a true test of emotion

  eventually splintering,

  how cruel of you

  to try and cage me.

  Hollow True

  He was light,

  no food or water

  to weigh on bones.

  Jeans wanting to fall,

  veil and cloak of sub smile

  time left behind-

  sloughed on the bench

  left out of the game.

  With the calmest of inner space

  hollow true,

  without confusion

  himself at one

  patiently waiting

  for all to shut down.

  Indulge Me

  So indulge me if you will

  with some idle banter

  or silly talk to pass

  and busy away such an untidy day.

  Hidden amongst the bushes of words

  which are offered up easily enough

  are those letters that make

  conundrums of my beatings.

  I could lie and throw in misdirection

  so the end is colder but then again

  you've seen my truth and know it well,

  lowered your body onto it, against it

  and experienced all the rights contained.

  So indulge me if you will

  and seek out my capacities

  of light, but do not burden your breath

  on indecision or create hollows in your thoughts

  were doubt breeds bigger legions.

  Indulge your fingers across my eyes

  as I wish to with mine across your breast

  to where your buttons connect your pulse to

  a hurricane desire of fortified pleasure.

  So I'll say again and again, talking my head off up

  and in.

  Indulge me if you will in that later time

  when the sun was seen slipping

  to the lower line of Capricorn.

  The Third Corner

  A steady drum, a dawning

  this is actually happening-

  Blood trickles down the spine,

  Nerves react and fire-

  It’s in the room and about the place.

  Frightened. Moving around the square,

  pressed to the walls and incoming

  another skin without the control, lost.

  Like water in light. The walls rock

  and flex, how shapes change

  and rules bend and break.

  Its filling up, the furniture floats

  words, sink.

  Kestrel

  To care

  to lay naked in existence

  the heavy brow

  a drinker

  a man who doesn't drink.

  Swimming in proof

  like a misshaped straw

  bent

  straight

  hollow

  There was evidence

  no lies

  no action taken.

  Just

  the weight.

  Truth sought

  from an untrue friend

  who took

  wind from feather

  bringing down the sky.

  Invisible

  Find the mate,

  visible links-

  something forged on first contact.

  High beyond buzzard’s

  and eon oak.

  Endless stru
ggle without invite here,

  no cloud or marching band-

  just a ray of hope

  to look inside

  a smile to say “I see you”.

  Moth (Part 1)

  I didn't want to spread my goodbyes

  across a cold field

  It didn't sit right, that metallic taste in my mouth

  chewing on the weight of lead.

  My voice trailed off, ash in air.

  like the burning out of a sun,

  this boy felt the same, reduced in years.

  This wasn't the time, the place-

  the chill reached up reminding of winter

  and the dropping temperature.

  Bringing the warmth,

  my love carried in my hands,

  walking carefully and tripping inside.

  Recalling the words that boom in my ears

  That silence which deafened-

  the children of which I am one, built

  and torn down-

  rebuilt in the days to come,

  this race not yet done.

  Revisited

  Amongst the decaying wood

  damp and splintered,

  whine in the wind

  finding its way through winding cobbles.

  Not even seagull song was airborne

  nor other lightly sound on coastal ridge.

  The late hours, early hours

  heavy hours

  persons nowhere to be seen.

  Loneliness sat with him

  getting wet all the same,

  the waves were closer

  higher than a man who though he stood tall.

  Arena lights going down

  even moon and stars locked out,

  no invite to the assembly of laughable characters

  and almost dead embers.

  Salt and sand dug down deep

  solidifying any tear (s)

  wishing for a brief childhood

  wanting to run,

  needing warmth in this crab town.

  The storm lasting a long day

  and his days

  just the beginning,

  gritting teeth he stood up.

  Wavering.

  And from there

  he started living.

  Tick

  Twenty to go,

  blast today

  into pieces,

  into grit

  also dust

  which when blended does scatter.

  Nineteen to go

  curse today, first up

  this morning

  before you but not me.

  Eighteen to go

  slicker than fountains

  which scribble across

  fine paper,

  not long now until tomorrow

  when divided I stand

  and reckon,

  looking around

  for that which is gone

  but still in abundant absence.

  Wanting the Return

  Head low wishful thinking

  interior crippled,

  memory mangled.

  Shaking at conclusions drawn to

  mouth full of cotton balls

  thunder head rising-

  the words were of washout,

  life in veins a cold spill.

  When you were done and had

  hitched another

  I was a laboratory rat

  with all eyes intent on watching me squirm

  as the poison you had injected took effect.

  You

  If it were school

  no tick would beside your name.

  If it were concerto

  your seat would be devoid.

  If you were moon

  the rocket men would not fly.

  If you were sun

  in darkness our world

  would surely die.

  You are absent,

  gone from my warmed digits

  but here in degrees

  your colours fully fly

  and discourage the tampering of

  something tightly wrapped.

  You are vividly the scent, the smell of gold strands

  you are vividly the taste

  a beautiful foreign land.

  The Fourth Corner

  Almost there, scribbled on walls

  and scrawled across ceilings-

  Stars circle.

  Raining down blows, fists

  and clenched jaw as if the

  Intruder, the one who just arrived

  unexpectedly, the unwelcomed

  years ago.

  Ashamed, legs weakened and

  arms falling like they

  never held any strength at all.

  We crash through these rooms,

  This space no longer safe nor fitting.

  Awakened, the four corners

  storyboard. Characters have played

  their part, stuck to their script-

  remembered their lines, improvised

  their actions, the audience not privy

  to behind a closed door.

  The four corners, yet to fully

  play out or a curtain felled.

  It’s different now, all altered.

  I don’t suppose you have a

  stick of fire, to strike?

  There’s a burning to be done,

  Carried out like we carried her out (that day)

  Grabbing a coat, you can have your room back-

  all of them in fact.

  I’m outside, never to be cornered again.

  Note from the Author

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  About the Author

  David Belgrove grew up in Melton Mowbray, England. He has always had an interest in travel. When he was 20 years old David relocated to New York where he lived for a year working with young people. During his time there David developed an interest in poetry and began writing. Upon his return he continued to write and accumulate his work, at that time (the 90’s) a creative platform to publish seemed incredibly difficult. During that time David maintained his enthusiasm for the written word, particularly poetry and short stories. Once social media started to take hold the internet started to provide many avenues of possibility.

  David has enjoyed many professional roles and challenges. This have included his own business enterprise and working for the National Health Service as a team leader, working with adults with special needs. David also had the opportunity in 2005/2006 to live in Northern Michigan where he worked with young people and taught aspects of scuba diving as well as outdoor education. Amongst his varied working life David has also been involved in volunteering which has included working with and supporting youth offenders.

  David strongly believes that ‘Life is for doing’, this has been reflected in living overseas as well various extreme sports that he has undertaken, including parachuting for charity and flying.

  For the past 6 years David has been working for a college in Leicester, England. His role involves supporting students with disabilities, learning difficulties and challenging behaviour. David continues to write and travel and hopes to release more work in the future.

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